shabbyelbee

Living Life in the Void

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Dream

A forest path dappled in the sunlight that falls through the canopy above. Fallen leaves from past years crunch underfoot, the yellows and oranges catching the light and casting a warm glow in the shade. You walk with me, your hand in mine, so seemingly trusting and fragile. I know better though, your strength is more than a match for my own but here in this place we are relaxed and happy. The pale skin of your hand is soft and warm in my own, and those long fingers seem perfect linked with mine. They lightly enfold the darker tans of my digits and rest gently on the skin. These clasped hands swing gently as we slowly walk down this path thr

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You Do Too by shabbyelbee, literature

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You Do Too

It has been A whole turning of the earth Since I last saw you Yet I am not worried Not pensive Or scared Instead I feel safe Confident even For the first time Every other relationship Insecurity burned bright Fear of loss Terror at the unknown Yet in this There is none Just warmth I don't need to see you To know That this feels right I can feel it From here And The best part Is that I know In my heart that You do too

Long Distance Letter by shabbyelbee, literature

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Long Distance Letter

Dear you, I write this on a whim, late at night where I am yet early morning where you are. These miles that separate us are many, and I resent them for being so. Many times I wish I could stroke the skin of your cheek, stare into your eyes and tell you how happy you make me. Countless hours have I wished to spend with you, staring into the deepest of blue skies, while you listen to the heart in my chest that beats for you. To walk hand in hand through tall grass, and laugh at my poor attempts to sing songs. To watch as the sun goes down, and the stars begin to glitter like jewels in black velvet overhead. To sleep, safe in the knowledge tha

The Empty Stair by shabbyelbee, literature

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The Empty Stair

I sit here in the dark My mind only on you The rain beats down from the heavens The steady sound on my roof fills my ears I stare out my window Wishing you would walk up my stair The candles I have lighted Reflected in the glass Flicker in an unknown breeze Standing in a warm house That feels oddly cold and lonely I keep checking that stair In the hopes I'll see your face at my door. But the wet concrete glistens empty In the uninterrupted light that falls upon it From the porch light above And a wistful sigh escapes me As I turn from my empty stair To sit in silent solace once again

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The Little Things by Th3FallenOne, literature

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The Little Things

Words, Hands, Hearts All the little broken things filled with little broken parts Smokes, Drugs, Knives All the little habits helping little pointless lives Life, Love, Joy All the little promises, lost on this little boy Pain, Rage, Hate All the little fucked up lies when happiness came too late Lie, Cheat, Steal All the little tricks he learned when his wounds just wouldn't heal Blood, Sweat, Tears All the little fluids mixed with all his little fears House, Kid, Wife All the little things she took when she crushed his little life Knife, Rope, Gun All the little friends he needs for one last night on the run Words, Hands, He

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Australia
Deviant for 14 years
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'In the end there's no mercy, no absolution of guilt. In the end there's just you and the lies that you've built.' -- Erica Dunham AKA Unter Null

Current Residence: Australia
deviantWEAR sizing preference: XXL
Favourite genre of music: Industrial, Metal, Grunge
Operating System: Windows XP (too poor for a Mac)
Shell of choice: Vista shell from a Bricopack
Wallpaper of choice: Screenshot from the movie 'Moon'
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Se7en

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The "Shock" games... System Shock 1/2, Bioshock 1/2

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360

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shabbyelbee

Jul 7, 2010

Moving Accounts

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Hi guys, From today onward, I will no longer be using this account. I have moved accounts to here: CausticNight (https://www.deviantart.com/causticnight) So if you want to continue following me, that's the place to go. I'll be migrating some of my more recent works to the new account, but the older works I will be downloading and then discarding. Thanks to everyone who followed this account, and gave me the much appreciated criticism and support I needed and desired, and I hope you will all continue to show your support in the new account. If I don't see you there, thank you again, and I do appreciate your input, even if you no longer believe in my work or feel I'm not for yo